Who Needs Action When You Got Words?

My Generation's Apathy. I'm Disgusted With It. I'm Disgusted With My Own Apathy Too, For Being Spineless And Not Always Standing Up Against Racism, Sexism And All Those Other -isms The Counterculture Has Been Whining About For Years.

I Hate Myself, And I Want To Die

I Remember Feeling Ashamed, For Some Reason. I Was Ashamed Of My Parents. I Couldn't Face Some Of My Friends At School Anymore, Because I Desperately Wanted To Have The Classic, You Know, Typical Family. Mother, Father. I Wanted That Security, So I Resented My Parents For Quite A Few Years Because Of That.

I Don't Understand Anything Technical About Music At All. I Don't Understand Any Of It, Why You Can't Put These Sounds Together With Those Sounds. I Only Know What Sounds Good.

The Worst Crime I Could Think Of Would Be To Pull People Off By Faking It, Pretending As If I'm Having 100% Fun.