When I Go To Shows, I'm Really

And Touring Is Difficult When Everybody's Heads Aren't In The Same Place.

There's An Insecure Part Of Me That Comes Out Of Me, I Get Nervous. I Don't Know Why, I Wish I Could Overcome It Because It Gives Me An Anxiety Feeling.

I Want To Clear My Mind A Little Bit And Give My Mind A Little Bit Of Time To Breathe So I Can Pinpoint Or At Least Nail Down Feelings I'm Having And That I've Had For The Last However Long. I Need To Nail Them Down Long Enough To Actually Write About And Elaborate On Them.

I Didn't Want To Do A Throwaway, Mindless Movie With Fart Jokes Just To Make 6-year-olds Laugh. I Want To Provide My Children With Some Substance.

Emotionally, I Was Affected A Lot By Rage Against The Machine, Not Specifically The Literal Intention Of The Words Or What It Was About, But The Feel, The Sound, Those Phrases That Got Me.