When I Come Up Against The Real

Killing Yourself Is A Major Commitment, It Takes A Kind Of Courage. Most People Just Lead Lives Of Cowardly Desperation. It's Kinda Half Suicide Where You Just Dull Yourself With Substances.

I Knew I Was Weird By The Time I Was Four. I Knew I Wasn't Like Other Boys. I Knew I Was More Fearful. I Didn't Like The Rough And Tumble Most Boys Were Into. I Knew I Was A Sissy.

I Always Had A Sketchbook With Me When I Was Young. I Was Hiding Behind It, Basically, Hiding Behind Drawing Because I Couldn't Cope With People In Real Life; I Was Very Shy And Very Nervous Around People.

Throwaway Pens Are No Good - I Never Liked Them. I've Tried Them All.

When I Come Up Against The Real World, I Just Vacillate.