Well I Was On The One Hand,

The Other Thing In Composition Is Opening Up The Unconscious.

I Thought I'd Be Wasting My Time To Go To Commercial Record Companies And Make Demos For Them, Because Don't Forget, I Was Doing What I Was Doing And Nobody Understood What I Was Doing.

See My Father Knew A Lot About Music, He Played The Piano And He Would Do Theory And Stuff Like That, But I Didn't Learn Anything From Him, But I Played That For Him And He Liked It A Lot.

I Had A Big Background In Listening To Classical Music And I Started Trying To Compose, Like I Was Playing The Guitar But I Heard An Orchestra In My Head.

From A Social Perspective, I Am Looking For Friends, Not Acolytes.