Truthfully, Everyone Knows How To Eat Right.

It's My Life Dream To Be Able To Go And Continue Going To Schools And Teaching Them About Stretching And Aerobics, Cardio And Strength Training, Because I Want Them To Have A Better Life Than I Did. I Don't Want Them To Grow Up To Be Me. I Want Them To Be Healthy. I Want Them Not To Go Through Eating Disorders [like Me].

All Of A Sudden, I'm Thinking That If I Keep Eating The Way I'm Eating, I'm Not Going To Live Long And I'm Going To Die. Having Those Thoughts As A Young Person Can Be Very Haunting.

I'm A Very Insecure And Emotional Person Still Looking To Be Loved By Everyone Else.

I'm Like A Stuffed Toy. You've Never Met Me, But If You Did, You'd Just Want To Take Me Home And Put Me In Your Child's Room.

Sleep Is Critical To Me ... At Least Eight Or Nine Hours A Night. I Start To Slow Down My Body And My Mind At Least 30 Minutes Before I Get Into Bed. I Don't Watch Any Disturbing Or Invigorating Tv At Night.