The Struggle I Went Through Has Value.

The Struggle I Went Through Has Value.

I've Been In Sport For 15 Years Now And I'm Actually Shocked At The Changes. We Had All These Things, But We Couldn't Utilize Them. They Were Not Accessible To Us. They're Actually Accessible Right Now.

What I Have To Do Now Is Figure Where My Passion Is, And Follow My Heart; I've Proven That If I Have The Passion For Something Then I Can Succeed. I Haven't Been Listening To My Heart In The Last Little While.

Sport That Consumed Me For Over Two Decades . . . Is Now Gone. Now It's Just Me. No Pressure, No Expectations, No Need To Be Fast, Good, Strong Or To Even Improve. Yet I Can't Let Go Of This Idea That I Always Need To Be More Than I Am. And It Is Eating Me Alive.

I Had Some Experience In Dealing With People Who Have Mental Illness And Depression, But I Didn't See The Signs In Myself. I Couldn't Ask For Help Because I Didn't Know I Needed Help.