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Having Been Through A Tremendous Amount Of Emotional Pain, To Process It Properly, To Be Able To Have It Make Sense And Then Move It Through Your Body, Your Mind, Your Spirit, And Be Done With It, You Really Have To Address It Head-on. Being Able To Really Have The Courage Enough To Truly Face It, To Truly Look At It, To Truly Feel It.

The Other Thing Is Surrounding Yourself With People That Care For You. These Are Simple Things, But They're Powerful, And They've Completely Transformed Who I Am And How I Perceive Myself.

What I Wasn't Prepared For Were The Feelings Of Anxiety That It Stirred In Me. I Wasn't Prepared For The Initial Feeling Of I Don't Want To Have To Do That Again. I Was Scared.

Manhattan, Though, Was An Entirely Different Ballgame In A Whole Different Kind Of World, With A Man Who Was Brilliant And At The Same Time Terribly Charismatic.

What They Were Giving Me Seemed Incredibly Real To Me, So I'd React To It In A Very Real Way. That Was Frightening For Me, Especially Because Of The Subject.