It's Been A Misery For Me, Living

It's Been A Misery For Me, Living With Christine Keeler.

I Enjoyed Sex And Indulged In It When I Fancied The Men.

I'm Terrified Of Men These Days. If Someone Asked Me Out Now, I Don't Know What I'd Say, How I'd React. But I Couldn't Go Through With It, Not At All. I Suppose I've Been Terrified Of Them All Along.

The Fathers, If They Got Me Alone, Would Try To Kiss And Fondle Me. I Hated It.

I Have Survived And Possibly I Should Not Hope For More Than That.