I'm So Spoiled - I Must Have

I Felt So Proud To Be Having A Baby And So Excited. And I Felt Closer To Other Women - To My Sisters, To My Mom. I Felt Empowered, Like, 'i've Given Birth. I Did It! There's Nothing I Can't Handle.' I've Really Enjoyed This Time That I Have Taken To Be With Suri, As Well As The Challenges Of The First Couple Of Months: Feeding And Pumping, Learning To Decipher What Each Cry Means - Is She Hungry? Is She Tired? Does She Need A Fresh Diaper? - And Figuring Out How To Really Help Her.

We Had Such A Wonderful Set Of Circumstances In Wilmington. Yes, The Four Of Us Became Famous Literally Overnight, But We Were In A Small Town And We Always Knew When People Were Coming Down. We Always Knew When To Behave.

I'm Free Of An Abusive Cult, Based On Money And Power That Worships A Fictional Deity And Safely Back With The Catholic Church.

I Really Can't Deny It, I Am Who I Am. I'm Pretty Normal. I'm Not That Smooth Type Of Girl. I Run Into Things, I Trip, I Spill Food. I Say Stupid Things... I Really Don't Have It All Together.

I Used To Get So Worried That If A Scene Didn't Go A Certain Way, Then It Was Horrible. But Then I Realized That It Was Better To Give The Director Options In The Editing Room Than Just Being Locked Into How It's Supposed To Be.