I Would Love To Meet My Soul

Growing Up In Alaska, They Don't Really Teach You To Swim There. I Learned To Swim Just A Few Summers Ago With Olympic Gold Medalist Amanda Beard. She Did Great, And Right After That I Went To Get Scuba Certified. I Had Fun With It. I Didn't Really Get Scared, But Some People Thought That Was A Risk.

I Want To Get Into Producing. I Really Learned A Lot From 'girls Next Door.' Kevin Burns Is A Great Producer. He's Really Talented, And He Taught Me A Lot. I'm Just Looking Forward To Spreading The Wings A Little Bit. Five Seasons On 'girls Next Door' Was Great, But It Gets A Little Repetitive.

I Started A Trial Period A Couple Of Weeks Ago As A Correspondent For 'extra,' And Now It's Become Full Time.

Since I've Been Pregnant, I've Lost My Taste For Fast Food. I Used To Be The Biggest Mcdonald's Junkie And Now I Don't Like It Anymore. I Used To Be The Biggest Fast-food Connoisseur, And Now I've Really Lost My Taste For It.

That's How Disagreements Always Ended With Hugh Hefner; He Would Just Stomp Off, And You Were Left To Pick The Pieces Of Your Self-worth Up Off The Floor. I'd Invested Every Part Of Myself In The Mansion And Had Nothing Waiting For Me Outside Those Gates. I Felt So Trapped And So Vulnerable To His Criticisms.