I Think It's More Difficult To Live

Depressive Lucidity, Usually Described As A Radical Withdrawal From Ordinary Human Concerns, Generally Manifests Itself By A Profound Indifference To Things Which Are Genuinely Of Minor Interest. Thus It Is Possible To Imagine A Depressed Lover, While The Idea Of A Depressed Patriot Seems Frankly Inconceivable.

It’s True This World Our Breathing Laboured Inspires Nothing More Than Obvious Disgust A Desire To Flee Without Our Share And No Longer Read The Headlines We Long To Return To Our Ancestral Home Where Our Forebears Once Lived Under An Angel’s Wing We Long To Find That Strange Morality Which Sanctified Life To The End We Crave Something Like Loyalty Like The Embrace Of Mild Addictions Something That Transcends Yet Contains Life We Cannot Live Far From Eternity

I Think That If I Am Notorious, It Is Because Other People Have Decided That This Is How I Should Be.

Just Like Unrestrained Economic Liberalism, And For Similar Reasons, Sexual Liberalism Produces Phenomena Of Absolute Pauperization. Some Men Make Love Every Day; Others Five Or Six Times In Their Life, Or Never. Some Make Love With Dozens Of Women, Others With None. It’s What’s Known As ‘the Law Of The Market’… In A Totally Liberal Sexual System Certain People Have A Varied And Exciting Erotic Life; Others Are Reduced To Masturbation And Solitude.

I Admit That Invective Is One Of My Pleasures. This Only Brings Me Problems In Life, But That's It. I Attack, I Insult. I Have A Gift For That, For Insults, For Provocation. So I Am Tempted To Use It.