I Later Spent... Five To Eight Months

In Madness, I Thought I Was The Most Important Person In The World.

People Are Always Selling The Idea That People With Mental Illness Are Suffering. I Think Madness Can Be An Escape. If Things Are Not So Good, You Maybe Want To Imagine Something Better.

Nowadays We Can Do Computer Experiments Using Mathematica, And Even Solve A System Of 42 Equations. This Offers Another Route To Knowledge, Rather Than Mere Ideas.

Statistically, It Would Seem Improbable That Any Mathematician Or Scientist, At The Age Of 66, Would Be Able Through Continued Research Efforts, To Add Much To His Or Her Previous Achievements. However I Am Still Making The Effort And It Is Conceivable That With The Gap Period Of About 25 Years Of Partially Deluded Thinking Providing A Sort Of Vacation My Situation May Be Atypical. Thus I Have Hopes Of Being Able To Achieve Something Of Value Through My Current Studies Or With Any New Ideas That Come In The Future.

I Have Made The Most Important Discovery Of My Career, The Most Important Discovery Of My Life: It Is Only In The Mysterious Equations Of Love That Any Logic Or Reasons Can Be Found.