Being A Rock Star Was Out Of

I Don't Get Cast For Every Job And I Understand That.

All I Want To Do Is Model. The Reason I'm Coming Back Is For The Same Reasons That I Became A Model Initially. It's About The Clothes And The Creation Of Great Pictures. I Thought I Was Old And That I Earned My Retirement, And Enough! It's Not Enough. I Want More. And I'm Lucky That I Still Have That Option.

It Was God Who Made Me So Beautiful. If I Weren't, Then I'd Be A Teacher.

I Was Having Panic Attacks. I Didn't Want To Live That Way Anymore. I Was In Love And I Wanted It To Work. I Was Tired Of Travelling, Tired Of The Whole Scene, Just Tired. I Sat Around. I Was Lazy. I Wanted A Routine, And I Wanted To Wake Up In The Same Bed Every Day, And I Got My Wish.

I Have This Great Fear Of People - Not When I'm On The Runway, But Backstage. In A Room Full Of People, I Really Suffer. I Sort Of Go Into A Tunnel And I Feel Very Removed. I Get So Tense, I Can't Swallow, And My Heartbeat Goes Way Up. It Still Happens Now, Although I'm Better At Controlling It.