You Won't See Me In A Better

When I Was Younger, I Did Self-mutilate. I'd Be Upset, So I'd Do It, & It Would Calm Me Down. It's A Horrible Way To Feel Better. But There Are Two Parts Of Your Brain - One That Really Wants To Destroy The Other. & Sometimes The Idea Of Self-destruction Is Very Romantic. I Got Over That.

I Won't Swim In A Pool By Myself, Because I Think That Somehow A Little Magic Door Is Going To Open Up And Let A Shark Out.

Recently, I've Really Responded To Books That Bring The Magic Of Childhood Back To Us As Adults.

Unless It's A Specific Accent, Or Something About Physicality You Have To Change, I Am Generally Not Such A Conscious Actor.

I Come From One Of These Hideous Backgrounds Where Being Sincere Is Like - Ugh, You Might As Well Kill Yourself.