You Know I Love Pot, And I

I Never Felt Like Dying Was A Good Idea.

I Had To Sit With My Senses. This Clear, Beautiful Intuition Took Over. I Knew Exactly How I Felt, And I Wasn't Confused Or Clouded Or Compromised. I Realized That None Of My Feelings Had Diminished, But I Might Have To Lose Someone I Truly Loved. I Didn't Want To Run Away From Claire, But I Knew Drug Addiction Was Strong Enough That I Had To Be Willing, If Need Be, To Let Go Of The Person I'd Just Fallen In Love With.

It Was Like The Wizard Of Oz Had Spoken, And What He Said Was Too Ludicrous To Take Seriously.

Four Years Into The Life Of My Son, I Realize I'm So In Love With Him And He's So In Love With Me That If I Don't Find That Lifelong Partner Out There, It's Okay.

I Find It Hard To Meet The Right Woman As People Assume I'm A Certain Type Of Person - Which I'm Not.