You Know I Love Pot, And I

My Days Are Whatever I Want Them To Be. I Don't Have To Go Worry About Chasing Some Chemical To Make Me Feel Ok For A Minute, And Then Make Me Feel Worse.

It Was Because All We Wanted Was Each Other's Constant Love And Attention And For No One Else To Receive That Love And Attention, Which Is A Selfish And Difficult Place To Be In A Relationship. We Were Emotionally Retarded, And That Was The Best We Could Do At The Time.

She Wasn't About To Go Down That Road Herself, Which Was A Testament To Her Spiritual Awakening And Her Commitment To Sanity. It Was A Real Blessing That She Didn't Follow Me, Because Oftentimes, People Go Out Together And One Comes Back And The Other Doesn't. Or Both Of Them Never Do.

I Was Starting To Come To Grips With The Fact That I Had Created A Lot Of Pain And Suffering Around Me, Not Just Within Me.

It Didn't Matter If I Got Bitten By A Dog Or I Ripped My Pants On The Fence Post Or I Poked Myself In The Eye With A Tree Branch That I Was Crawling Over, It Was All About The Shortcut. My Whole Life I Took The Shortcut, And I Ended Up Lost.