When I Was Twelve. And I Was

I Think About Lenaya And Hugh. Will They Know How Much I've Changed This Year? Will They Have Changed Too? I'll Wait Until Tomorrow To Find Out. And Then It's Possible I Won't Find Out After All. Because Some Changes Happen Deep Down Inside Of You. And The Truth Is, Only You Know About Them. Maybe That's The Way It's Supposed To Be.

It's So Amazing. I Mean Talk About Sexuality Changing.

I Wanted To Tell Him That I Will Never Be Sorry For Loving Him. That In A Way I Still Do - That Maybe I Always Will. I'll Never Regret One Single Thing We Did Together Because What We Had Was Very Special. Maybe If We Were Ten Years Older It Would Have Worked Out Differently. Maybe. I Think It's Just That I'm Not Ready For Forever.

You've Got To Enjoy Whatever You Can And Forget About The Rest.

I Don't Really Know Exactly How It Happened But I Don't Like The Idea That I Would Ever Have Said I'm Going To Write About Racism Or Puberty Or Bullying.