We Can Speculate. Last Time I Checked,

Being An Author Is Always Like Being A Well-run Dictatorship - It's All One Person Speaking.

Sadness At Being Caught, At The Incontrovertibe Knowledge That She Will Never Forgive You.

Part Of It Is Eight Years Of A Black President, And White America Still Lost Their [minds] About That. Part Of It Is A Republican Politics Of Vicious, Vicious Partisan [stuff] That Has Completely Poisoned What We Would Call The Political Rhetorical Sphere. All Of These Things Come Together In A Perfect Storm.

You Don't Want To Let Go, But Don't Want To Be Hurt, Either. It's Not A Great Place To Be But What Can I Tell You?

She Had Reason To Doubt Him; He Was Real Good At Planning But Real Bad At Doing.