The Thing I Always Default To Is

Canada Has A Passive-aggressive Culture, With A Lot Of Sarcasm And Righteousness. That Went With My Weird Messianic Complex. The Ego Is A Fascinating Monster. I Was Taught From A Young Age That I Had To Serve, So That Turned Into Me Thinking I Had To Save The Planet.

When I'm In Pain And Grief And Despair, My Throat Is Clenched And My Heart Hurts.

There's Cleanliness To How I Eat Now. I'm Much More In Tune With My Body, So Now That I'm So In Tune Based On Having Become A Semivegan, I Can Tell What Foods Affect Energy Levels. I Can Tell When I've Been Eating Particularly High Nutrient Foods Or I Can Tell When My Glycemic Levels Are All Over The Place.

Looking For Approval Or Blaming Others Or Feeling Like A Victim. Whenever I Feel Myself Doing That I Try To Stop And See Myself As Someone Who's A Creator In More Ways Than Just What The Word Typically Means.

I Thought The More Famous I Became, The More Friendships I Would Have, But The Opposite Was True.