The Boy That You Loved Is The

There's Nothing That Anyone Could Say About Me That Would Hurt My Feelings.

My Desire Is To Be Pure Again And Not Dirtied By The World. But It's My Duty To Be As Ugly And As Filthy As I Am, So The Audience Can Experience What I Have.

I Was Married To Someone Who Wanted Me To Change. Become More Adult, More Responsible. I Began Not To Like Myself, Not Like What I Do. I Lost My Identity. Everything Began Collapsing Around Me.

If You Act Like A Rock Star, You Will Be Treated Like One

I Fear Being Like Everyone I Hate, I Fear Failure, I Fear Losing Control. I Love Balancing Between Chaos And Control With Everything I Do. I Always Have A Fear Of Going One Way Or Another, Getting Lost In Something, Or Losing Everything To Get Lost In. And I Fear Being A Completely Acceptable Sheep In Society.