That's Why Those Tapes We Made Are

When You Stopped Wishing Things Wouldn't Fall Apart, You'd Stop Suffering When They Did.

People Will Say It's Sad That She Leaves A Lesser Scar, That Fewer Remember Her, That She Was Loved Deeply But Not Widely. But It's Not Sad, Van Houten. It's Triumphant. It's Heroic. Isn't That The Real Heroism? Like The Doctors Say: First, Do No Harm.

So She Became Impulsive, Scared By Her Inaction Into Perpetual Action.

It's So Easy To Get Stuck. You Just Get Caught In Being Something, Being Special Or Cool Or Whatever, To The Point Where You Don't Even Know Why You Need It; You Just Think You Do.

I Didn’t Need You, You Idiot. I Picked You. And Then You Picked Me Back.