Sometimes I Just Wish I Had A

Lets Go Back, Back To The Begining Back To When The Earth The Sun The Stars They All Aligned, Cause Perfect Didn't Feel So Perfect Tryin To Fit A Square Into A Circle Was No Life I Defy

Obviously I Want My Music On The Radio And I Want My Record To Do Well, But I Also Have A Totally Different Career, So A Lot Of People Who Are In Music Are Just In Music And Can Dedicate All Their Time To That And I Can't Do That, So I Really Want To Have Both Things And I'm Just Trying To Figure Out How.

Every Week I Read About Myself In A Magazine, About Something That I Haven't Done Or Some Place That I've Never Been Or Don't Even Know. It's Just Gossip, Rumors, Egos, And Politics.

I'd Seen Sage Bleed. I'd Made Sage Bleed. Not That It Hurt Him Any; He Healed So Quickly...in Smaller Doses It Has Incredible Healing Powers. Ben's Voice Rang Out In My Head. I Remembered He Said That Earlier, About...the Elixir Of Life.the Crackpot, Completely Bogus, Absolutely Insane Elixir Of Life.did It Actually Exist? Had Sage Had Some? Enough To Keep Him Alive, Young, And Speed-healing For The Last Five Hundred Years?and If So, Had He Used That Time To Find One Woman, Again And Again In Different Incarnations, To Love Her...or Destroy Her?

I'm Not Scandalous. I Think It's Actually Embarrassing To Be In Those, Yet Some People Will Do Anything To Be In Those Magazines. I'm Happy With Who I Am, And I'm Happy With The Way People Portray Me. If It's Too Normal, Then That's Their Opinion.