No One Thought I Would Be Successful.

I Posed Nude To Show My Parents They Couldn't Dictate To Me Any More - That I Control My Life.

You Do Learn From What You've Done In The Past.

I'll Never Stop Dreaming That One Day We Can Be A Real Family, Together, All Of Us Laughing And Talking, Loving And Understanding, Not Looking At The Past But Only To The Future.

I Realize Now I Didn't Really Want To Die. I Just Wanted To Stop The Hurt And Pain.

In The Beginning, I Didn't Realize That I Was So Open With My Feelings, And I Had To Stop And Think To Myself, I Couldn't Possibly Be The Only One In The World Going Through This. Perhaps This Will Help Other People When I Face My Fears And Allow People To Come Into My Space. These Are The Things That I Worked Through, And In A Sense, It's Great That I Was Able To Share That, Although I Was Terrified After I Realized That I Was Sharing It With The World.