Michael And I Talk At Least Every

There's A Lesson To Be Learned Out Of Everything We Go Through In Life.

I Can Count The Number Of Dates I've Had On One Hand. I Wish That Guys Would Approach Me, But They Don't.

In The Beginning, I Didn't Realize That I Was So Open With My Feelings, And I Had To Stop And Think To Myself, I Couldn't Possibly Be The Only One In The World Going Through This. Perhaps This Will Help Other People When I Face My Fears And Allow People To Come Into My Space. These Are The Things That I Worked Through, And In A Sense, It's Great That I Was Able To Share That, Although I Was Terrified After I Realized That I Was Sharing It With The World.

I Can't Say It's Not Painful Being Estranged From Most Of My Family. I Wish It Could Be Otherwise.

People Had This Image Of The Jacksons As The Perfect American Family And I Destroyed That Image. But What People Have To Understand Is Writing That Book Was Very Healing For Me.