My Aim Is To Understand Love. I

My Aim Is To Understand Love. I Know How Alive I Felt When I Was In Love, And I Know That Everything I Have Now, However Interesting It Might Seem, Doesn't Really Excite Me. But Love Is A Terrible Thing: I've Seen My Girlfriends Suffer And I Don't Want The Same Thing To Happen To Me. [...] Although My Aim Is To Understand Love, And Although I Suffer To Think Of People To Whom I Gave My Heart, I See That Those Who Touched My Heart Failed To Arouse My Body, And That Those Who Aroused My Body Failed To Touch My Heart.