Maybe It's A Little Ambitious Of Me

A Lot Of People Say I Seem Masculine, But I Don't Feel It. I Feel Intrinsically Feminine. I'd Love To Be One Of The Boys But I Always Felt A Bit On The Outside. Maybe My Masculine Qualities Come From Overcompensating Because I'm Not One Of The Boys.

I'm Here To Challenge Myself And To See Whether I Can Shape-shift In An Environment That's Actually Quite Daunting, But Which I Think Would Be Nice To Shine A Light Into. The Destination Of Any Interesting Drama Is That You Shine A Light Into A Place That Not Many People Know About.

Every Time You Need Protein, Get Yourself A Boiled Egg In. But Your Main Meals Would Be Chicken, Or Hummus, Or White Fish. You Can Lose About A Pound A Day. But You Can Do This Stuff Over A Period Of Time, And You Can Have Your Happy Days. It's About Motivation And It Has To Be Something That's Realistic For You To Keep Up.

Ju Jitsu Is Very Buddhist. All That We Fear We Hold Close To Ourselves To Survive. So If You're Drowning And You See A Corpse Floating By, Hang On To It Because It Will Rescue You.

My Job Is To Show And Tell. If I Get Better At Showing And Telling Then Presumably I Get Hired More.