Marrying Into Money Was Not A Good

A Ghost Would Crawl Up My Leg And Have Sex With Me At An Apartment A Long Time Ago In Texas. I Used To Think It Was My Boyfriend, And One Day I Woke Up And It Wasn't. I Was Freaked Out About It, But Then I Was, Like, 'well, You Know What? He's Never Hurt Me And He Just Gave Me Some Amazing Sex, So I Have No Problem.

I Grew Up Poor. I Had No Money. My Family Was Poor. There's Things I Wanted To Do And Couldn't. I Was An Abused Wife. Just - There's Tons Of Things That I Couldn't Even Mention. And For Me To Come Up And To Have All Of This Fame And Fortune, It's Just - It Is A Cinderella Story To Me.

I Can't Eat More Than Six Hundred Dollars Worth Of Food.

I Am Just So Happy And Thrilled And I Am So Glad Mr. Hefner Chose Me.

He's Comming To Meet Me On Sun. Cant Wait!!... Please God Let Him Love Me!!... This Could Be It [followed By Five Happy Faces].... Hes Going To Publish My Pictures Im So Glad I Didn't Sleep With Him Either!... I Hate For Men To Want Sex All The Time. I Hate Sex Anyway. (1992, Diary Entry As She Prepares For A Meeting With Paul Marciano, Head Of Guess.)