Making Records Is Not How It Used

When I First Came Up, The Whole Aids Epidemic Was Starting, And The Gay Community That I Experienced From The Beginning Of My Career Was Mostly - And Overwhelmingly - Concerned With Staying Alive. And, Also, I Felt Really Aware Of The Preciousness Of Life And Time. The Gay Community And People Who Were Hiv-positive Were Treated So Badly, And I Was Very Disturbed By Things. But I Also Saw A Lot Of Love And Connection In The Gay Community At That Time.

Who Is My Role Model And How Long Can I Keep This Going? I Just Move Around And Do Different Things And Come Back To Music, Try Making Films And Come Back To Music, Write Children's Books And Come Back To Music.

I Can't Even Think Of The Words Of What I'm Feeling. This Man [prince] Was My Everything, We Had A Family. I Am Beyond Deeply Saddened And Devastated.

I Think The Silence Would Be Good With Me, And Not Interacting With People Would Be Okay. But Not Being Able To Move Outside Of The Space Would Be Hard. Not Being Able To Walk Around - The Stillness Of My Body, Physically - That Would Be The Challenge.

I Could Never Work In A Recording Studio Where You Have This Lovely View And A Beach And The Waves Are Crashing. For Me, It's All About Being In A Tiny Room With Little Windows. It's Almost Like You Have To Be In A Prison. And You Can Create Beauty When You're In That Sort Of Deprived Environment, Which Is A Re-creation Of Your Formative Years.