Life Isn't Nearly As Sacred As The

It Must Be One Of Those Narcissists Who Only Appreciate Things When They're Gone. I'm Too Sensitive. I Need To Be Slightly Numb In Order To Regain The Enthusiasms I Once Had As A Child.

I Definitely Feel Closer To The Feminine Side Of The Human Being Than I Do The Male - Or The American Idea Of What A Male Is Supposed To Be. Just Watch A Beer Commercial And You'll See What I Mean.

I Hate Myself, And I Want To Die

I Knew I Was Different. I Thought That I Might Be Gay Or Something Because I Couldn't Identify With Any Of The Guys At All. None Of Them Liked Art Or Music, They Just Wanted To Fight And Get Laid. It Was Many Years Ago But It Gave Me This Real Hatred For The Average American Macho Male.

I Wasn't Thriving Socially, So I Stayed In My Room And Played Guitar All The Time.