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My Kids Are Not Interested In Anything I Do. And I Mean That Not In Any Dis To My Children Or Dis To Me. My Kids Have Their Own Life, They Could Give A Sh*t What I Do.

My Husband Once Said He'd Never Met Anybody Who Walked So Fast And Ran So Slowly. As I Said, It's A Little Hard For Me To Try New Things, And This Was Me Facing A Fear That I'd Had My Whole Life. Since I Had No Experience Running, I Felt Like A Failure Before I'd Even Begun.

We Look At Adoption As A Very Sacred Exchange. It Is Not Done Lightly On Either Side. I Would Dedicate My Life For This Child.

Without My Women Friends, I Wouldn't Know Anything. They've Been My Teachers And My Mothers. My Mother Was A Wonderful Person, But She Didn't Give Me A Lot Of The Stuff I Needed To Advance Myself As An Adult Woman. I Have A Really Strong Group Of Girlfriends, And We Share A Lot With One Another - The Complications Of Raising Children, Marriages, Personal And Physical Struggles.

And I Was Ashamed Of Myself For Feeling Like I Had To Do That In Order To Look A Certain Way. I Felt Misshapen, Just Not Natural Anymore. And I Think It Was A Big Stimulator Of My Drug Use.