I've Suffered From Pretty Dark Depressing Times,

I Think We Should Be Passionately Curious About What We Do.

What They Were Giving Me Seemed Incredibly Real To Me, So I'd React To It In A Very Real Way. That Was Frightening For Me, Especially Because Of The Subject.

Manhattan, Though, Was An Entirely Different Ballgame In A Whole Different Kind Of World, With A Man Who Was Brilliant And At The Same Time Terribly Charismatic.

I Really Felt That I Had To Stay Level, I Had To Control, I Had To Know What I Was Eating, I Had To Know What I Was Doing, I Had To Work Out. All That Stuff Is Very Powerful And It Really Helps, But Now I Don't Do It Out Of Survival. At First, I Was Just Trying To Survive. I Assumed At Some Point I'd Be Screwed Otherwise.

I Enjoyed Doing Lipstick, But It Scared Me. I Was Very Nervous. I Couldn't Wait For It To Be Over. It Was Very Real, And I Was Just A Kid.