I've Become Really Comfortable With My Sexuality

When You Grow Up In That (multi-ethnic) Environment, You See The World Differently. Being A Mixed-race Child, I Didn't Always See Colour In People, I Really Didn't. It Was Other People That Made Me See The Colour All The Time.

Nature Has Got It All Wrong: When You Are Younger, It Should Be Harder To Get Pregnant, And As You Get Older It Should Be Easier. When You Are So Ready, You Can't Do It To Save Your Life. And When You Are 21, You Are So Not Ready, But You Are Ripe As Could Be. The Eggs Should Become More Developed The Older You Get, Not Die Slowly From The Day You're Born. That's One Thing God Got Wrong.

Let Me Tell You Something - Being Thought Of As A Beautiful Woman Has Spared Me Nothing In Life. No Heartache, No Trouble. Love Has Been Difficult. Beauty Is Essentially Meaningless And It Is Always Transitory.

I've Also Grown As An Actor As I've Got Older In Life. I've Learnt How To Go To Work, Immerse Myself 100 Per Cent In The Character And, At The End Of The Day, Take It All Off And Go Back, Get A Nice Bubble Bath, Have A Nice Massage And Realise That Is Not My Life. And That Feels Good.

It's An Amazing Feeling To Know That Life Is Actually Growing Inside Your Body. The First Time You See The Ultrasound And You See The Little Bones And You Realise That It's Part Of You And It's In Your Care Is Life Changing And This Sort Of Protective Instinct Has Taken Over.