It's True/ I Do Imbue My Blue

I Really Don't Think Anything I Do Is A Mistake. It Could Be If I Didn't Learn From It. But In The Long Run, No Matter What I Do For The Rest Of My Life, I'll Know I Did Something Wonderful By Saying What I Felt. That's What I Said At The Awards There: "go With Yourself." And That's What I Did.

I Think I'm Better At Live Shows Than I Used To Be Because I'm Way More Comfortable With The Uncomfortable Pauses Between Songs. Now, Rather Than Trying To Talk Or Do A Costume Change, I'll Use Those Moments For Myself. I Listen To What Other People Are Playing, Or Just Rest, Or Dance, Even Though I Don't Know How To.

I Lie In An Early Bed Thinking Late Thoughts, Waiting For The Black To Replace My Blue. I Do Not Struggle In Your Web Because It Was My Aim To Get Caught. But Daddy Long Legs I Feel That I'm Finally Growing Weary Of Waiting To Be Consumed By You.

I Volunteered At Ucla's Occupational Therapy Ward, Where There Are Lots Of Kids With Autism And Emotional Problems. I Just Wanted To Prove To Myself That I Could Not Break Down And Cry At Everything, And That I Could Just Help Somebody Else. The One Thing I Really Remember Was That When We Would Take Them Out Of The Hospital For A Walk Around Campus, They Would Freak Out The Most When We Were Waiting For The Elevator. I Remember The Guy At The Elevator Said To Himself, "transitions Are The Hardest." And I Said To Myself, "transitions Are Always The Hardest."

It's Weird Not Having Companionship And Not Having Somebody To Talk To. I Have Two Goldfish In My Hotel Room. They Said, "if You Would Like Companionship, We Can Bring You A Goldfish." I Was Like, "bring Me A Goldfish!" I Have Two Because When I Needed The Water Changed They Brought Another One. I Was Like, "don't Take Desmond!"