Infertility Is This Huge Emotional Roller Coaster.

Being On The Cover Of A Magazine With My Son Is The Best Thing Ever. It Took Me 18 Years To Get My First Cover, He Gets One At 8 Months.

When I Got The Call From [hugh] Hefner... I Thought, "wow - At 40, They Still Want Me?" And I Thought It's Almost An Inspiration - Like A "you Go, Girl" Moment. I Feel Empowered That You Can Be Married And And Have Three Children And Still Be Sexy And Confident And Look Great.

I Think In Vitro Is A Miracle And It Has Given Me My Precious Little Baby Boy.

I Made My Career Off Posing In Swimsuits And Doing All The Swimsuit Issues And Posters.

My Mom Would Have Killed Me Before, But I'm An Adult Woman Now, And I'm Ready To Show The World That You Can Have It All At 40 - Be Fabulous, 40, And Pose For Playboy.