I'm Impressed With A 90 Year Old

You Know What's The Worst? Being A 16 Year Old Girl Who Loves A Famous Singer, Not Solely For His Looks, But Because You Truly Believe He Is Talented And Devoted And You Agree Deeply With His Message. Because No Matter How Intelligently And Fully You Can Express That, People Will Assume You're Just A Silly Teenager Who Thinks A Famous Guy Is Cute.

I Had To Sit With My Senses. This Clear, Beautiful Intuition Took Over. I Knew Exactly How I Felt, And I Wasn't Confused Or Clouded Or Compromised. I Realized That None Of My Feelings Had Diminished, But I Might Have To Lose Someone I Truly Loved. I Didn't Want To Run Away From Claire, But I Knew Drug Addiction Was Strong Enough That I Had To Be Willing, If Need Be, To Let Go Of The Person I'd Just Fallen In Love With.

She Was Probably The Girl I Loved The Most Of All My Girlfriends, But Also The Toughest One To Make Things Work Out With. If I Had Put That Much Effort Into Any Of My Other Relationships, I'd Be Married With Five Kids Now.

Even As The Words Came Out Of My Mouth, My Heart Was Dying A Million Deaths.

I Know My Dad Is A Big Internet Freak, And He's Been Known To Be A Wikileaker.