I'm A Buddhist, So One Of My

I Know A Lot Of Shows Are Like, 'here's The Pages,' Right Before They Start Filming. I'd Have A Heart Attack. The Anxiety Would Be Way Too Much For Me. I Don't Have As Strong A Backbone As Those Other Show Writers.

The Ego Is Kind Of A Big, Unwieldy Thing. It's Not So Easily Tamed Or Subdued.

And As I Stumbled Onto Eastern Philosophy And Buddhism, It Was The First Time I Had Ever Read Any Sort Of Philosophy That Really Made A Tremendous Amount Of Sense. What I Liked That Was Missing From My Experience Of Christianity Growing Up Was A Sort Of Acceptance, A Sort Of Being Ok With Being Imperfect And Not Focusing On The Sin.

I'm Aware Of 'twilight,' But I've Never Seen The Movies Or Read Any Of The Books. Frankly, The Story Leaves Me Cold - Why Do A Vampire Story About Abstinence?

It’s Hard To Stay Mad, When There’s So Much Beauty In The World. Sometimes I Feel Like I’m Seeing It All At Once, And It’s Too Much, My Heart Fills Up Like A Balloon That’s About To Burst... And Then I Remember To Relax, And Stop Trying To Hold On To It, And Then It Flows Through Me Like Rain And I Can’t Feel Anything But Gratitude For Every Single Moment Of My Stupid Little Life...