I'm A Bad Pessimist. I Don't Think

I Tried To Take Heavy Metal... And Balled It Up And Chopped It In Half And Really Tried To Create A New Form Of Energy. I Really Tried To Re-shape Extreme Music As I See It Through My Eyes.

You Can Only Exist As Far As Your Mind Will Allow You To Exist, And I Think Chronic Pain Will Stop Time Dead In Its Tracks. You Feel Like You're The Only One, And How Unfair It Is, And A Million Different Feel-sorry-for-yourself Type Feelings.

Speaking Of Stage Freight. I Was Terrified! It Was In Nola At An All Ages Show. I Was Wearing Jeans, A Van Halen T-shirt, And A Bandana On My Neck. Once I Gripped That Microphone Stand, I Did Not Let Go! I Plugged My Microphone Into A Guitar Fx Pedal. Then At The End Of The A Black Sabbath Song We Were Covering, I Hit The Guitar Pedal. It Was Horrific!

And It Seems To Be Today, Image Is A Real Important Thing Once Again.

When I Die Bury Me In Smoke.