If You Want To Know The Outcome

Illusions Only Control You When You Think They Are Real.

It Got To The Point Where I Sat On The Side Of The Bed In A Hotel Room In London In Early-1990 And Said To Whoever Or Whatever: 'if You Are There Will You Please Contact Or Leave Me Because You Are Driving Me Up The Wall.'

One Of My Very Greatest Fears As A Child Was Being Ridiculed In Public. And There It Was Coming True. As A Television Presenter, I'd Been Respected. People Come Up To You In The Street And Shake Your Hand And Talk To You In A Respectful Way.

I Once Had An Extraordinary Experience With Former Prime Minister Ted Heath. Both Of His Eyes, Including The Whites, Turned Jet Black And I Seemed To Be Looking Into Two Black Holes.

And Why Do We, Who Say We Oppose Tyranny And Demand Freedom Of Speech, Allow People To Go To Prison And Be Vilified, And Magazines To Be Closed Down On The Spot, For Suggesting Another Version Of History.