I Work Hard And I Don't Come

I Don't Know Why This Is, Maybe Because I Am 33 Or What, But I Didn't Think It Would Be That Easy For Me To Get Pregnant. But It Was.

That's How Disagreements Always Ended With Hugh Hefner; He Would Just Stomp Off, And You Were Left To Pick The Pieces Of Your Self-worth Up Off The Floor. I'd Invested Every Part Of Myself In The Mansion And Had Nothing Waiting For Me Outside Those Gates. I Felt So Trapped And So Vulnerable To His Criticisms.

In L.a., I Don't Really Want To Go Out Because Traffic Sucks So Bad. I'm Sorry, I'm Not Going To Spend Five Hours A Day In My Car, So You Have To Choose Where You Live Very Carefully.

The Last Couple Relationships I Had Were Long Distance. It's Not Like I Can Make Much Of An Effort To Travel And See Anybody. The Guy Had To Do All The Work, Unfortunately.

I Wouldn't Mind Doing Playboy Again. But Only If I Had Creative Control.