I Smile To Myself Knowing That They

I Smile To Myself Knowing That They May Be Dead.

Then I Break A Glass And I Slit My Very Innermost Thigh So That I Can Pretend That I'm Menstru--- Well, Unavailable.

It Is Not Seen As Insane When A Fighter, Under An Attack That Will Inevitable Lead To His Death, Chooses To Take His Own Life First. In Fact, This Act Has Been Encouraged For Centuries, And Is Accepted Even Now As An Honorable Reason To Do The Deed. How Is It Any Different When You Are Under Attack By Your Own Mind?

I've Been Completely Fascinated With History Because It Tells Everything About What's Going To Happen Next Because It's Cyclical, Everything Repeats In General.

And If I End Up With Blood On My Hands, Well I Know, That You'll Understand, 'cause I Fight Like A Girl.