I Never, Ever, Restrict Food, And I

Normal" Isn't An Adjective You Wish To Hear After Putting That Much Effort Into Making Sure It Was Spectacular.

I Wondered If That's What Aging Felt Like. That Desire And Reality Were Dueling Until The Day You Die, That Nobody Every Got To A Place Of Peace. I Had Always Wanted To Get Old So I Didn't Have To Care Anymore, But I Began To Think That It Would Be Best Just To Skip The Getting Older Part And Just Die.

You Live With The Fear People Might Find Out. Then You Actually Have The Courage To Tell People And They Go, I Don't Think You Are Gay. It's Enough To Drive You Crazy.

At My High School Graduation, I Graduated From Home School, So It Was Pregnant Teens And Gang Members. But, When I Got On Stage, There Were Kids In The Background Who All Screamed, "marry Me!," Very Loud.

Even When I Took First Prize, Topped The Class, Won The Race, I Never Really Won Anything. I Was Merely Avoiding The Embarrassment Of Losing.