I Know I'm In The Band And

It's Weird, I Was Such A Survivor And So Wanted To Be A Part Of Life While I Was Trying To Snuff Out The Life That Was Inside Of Me. I Had This Duality Of Trying To Kill Myself With Drugs, Then Eating Really Good Food And Exercising And Going Swimming And Trying To Be A Part Of Life. I Was Always Going Back And Forth On Some Level.

Once You've Seen A Solution To The Disease That's Tearing You Apart, Relapsing Is Never Fun.

The Sad Thing Is, People Don't Want To Believe That The Person They're In Love With Is Out Of His Mind, Drinking And Using, So If You Give Them Even Half An Excuse, They're Going To Want To Believe It.

A Certain Amount Of Volatility And Drama Can Me Healthy And Keep Things Fun And Interesting If You're Willing At Any Moment During A Fight To Say, 'this Means Nothing. I Love You, Let's Forget About It.

I Know I'm In The Band And Everything But Sometimes I Just Have To Rock Out To The John Frusciante Experience.