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I've Dated Some Women Who Have Turned Me On To Some Funny Things That Are Strange For Men To Actually Do, But These Things Have Become Part Of My Process. I Think The Things I Do For My Appearance Help Make Me Look Better. I Even Colour My Hair Because I Like How It Makes Me Look.

A Friend Of Mine Has A House With A Basketball Court And A Pool. The Guys Go Over And Play Basketball; I Lie By The Pool And Nap In The Sun. That Defines Me. That's Consistent With Who I Am. I Don't Pretend To Play Basketball Because I Wanna Feel Like One Of The Guys. I Wanna Lie In The Sun And Relax.

I Could Lie And Pretend That I Hunt And Camp, But That Wouldn't Be Me. Clothes? Shopping? That's Stuff I Like!

I'm Someone Who Thinks That Where There's A Void, I Need To Fill It, But I'm Trying To Have Patience And A Little Bit Of Discipline.

I'm 100% Better With A Little Bit Of Controlled Chaos. I Just Know If I Have Three Things To Do, Or Nine Things To Do, I'm Just Better At Them If I Have Nine.