I Knew That I Was Gay, I

I Have A Very, Very Healthy Relationship With Food In That I Eat Whatever I Want, Whenever I Want. I Never Restrict Quantities Or Types Of Food.

Average. It Was The Worst, Most Disgusting Word In The English Language. Nothing Meaningful Or Worthwhile Ever Came From That Word.

At My High School Graduation, I Graduated From Home School, So It Was Pregnant Teens And Gang Members. But, When I Got On Stage, There Were Kids In The Background Who All Screamed, "marry Me!," Very Loud.

I Could Tell By His Expression That Once He Got Over His Anger At Me For Keeping This Secret From Him, There Was Nothing Left To Talk About. He Wasn't Confused. He Didn't Need Questions Answered. He Didn't Ask Why Or How Or With Whom Or Whether I Thought Maybe It Might Just Be A Phase. He Didn't Ask Who Knew And Who Didn't Know Or Whether I Thought It Might Ruin My Career. I Was His Sister And He Didn't Care Whether I Was Straight Or Gay; It Simply Didn't Matter To Him.

I Didn't Choose The Fact That I Was Gay, But I Did Choose Whether To Live My Life As A Gay Woman-that Was The Terrifying Thing For Me. Especially Being A Gay Actress.