I Just Got To Feel That Whoever

I've Always Felt Those Articles Somehow Reveal More About The Writers Than They Do About Me.

There Is A Need For Aloneness... For An Actor.

I'm Trying To Find Myself As A Person, Sometimes That's Not Easy To Do. Millions Of People Live Their Entire Lives Without Finding Themselves. But It Is Something I Must Do. The Best Way For Me To Find Myself As A Person Is To Prove To Myself That I Am An Actress.

Sometimes I Think I Was More In Control Of My Life Years And Years Ago, And Yet One Should Make Progress; One Should Learn More Every Year And Become…well, If Not Happier, Then Calmer And More Able To Handle Your Problems. But I’m Not. Sometimes I Just Seem To Make More Problems For Myself. I Do. It Makes Me Feel I Haven’t Grown Up As Much As I Should Have By Now.

People Had A Habit Of Looking At Me As If I Were Some Kind Of Mirror Instead Of A Person. They Didn't See Me, They Saw Their Own Lewd Thoughts, Then They White-masked Themselves By Calling Me The Lewd One.