I Don't Look As Handsome In Men

I Was In A Restaurant, And It Just Struck Me, Something I'd Never Thought Of Before. And It's Menus In The Restaurant Just Hit Me. I Was Ordering And I Thought, "god, Think Of All The People Who Handle These Meals Day In And Day Out" And They, I Mean You're Going To A Restaurant, You Can Be Pretty - You Can Feel Secure That They Wash The Silverware In The Kitchen And The Linens And All That Stuff, But They Don't Wash Their Menus, Who Washes Menus? Now, I've Got To Worry About That For The Rest Of My Life.

I've Been So Fortunate Throughout My Career, When I Was Doing Theater, More Theater Than Anything Else, And When I Was Doing Films That I Got A Chance Just To Do A Broad Range Of Things.

I Was One Of Those People Who Put Too Much Emphasis On Work And Career And Material Possessions, And It Took Its Toll On All My Relationships, On My Physical Health, My Emotional And Mental Health.

My Ritual It's Kind Of An Involuntary Ritual. I Lie Awake The Night Before, Worrying About Award Ceremony. Try And Think Of Something To Write In Case I Actually Get Up There. I Write It At The Very Last Minute Like Either In The Car On The Way To The Ceremony Or, You Know, In The Bathroom Before The Show Starts. It's All Of Jumbled Mess Written On A Napkin Or A Piece Of Toilet Paper. That's My Good Luck Ritual. It's Just Like Being In College Waiting For The Last Minute To Do Everything.

I Don't Want To Take Too Long A Vacation, Although I Do Think I Need A Break. I Start To - Whenever I Take Too Long A Break Or Don't Work A While, All My Demons Start To Resurface, And I Go A Little Nuts.