I Believe This Is Heaven To No

I Threw Bitter Tears At The Ocean, But All That Came Back Was The Tide.

I Was Very Awkward As A Kid. I Was A Square Trying To Fit Into A Circle And It Never Worked For Me. The Harder I Tried, The Harder I Fell. For Some Reason I Was A Real Target And I Got Beat Up And Called Names.

I'm So Afraid To Love You, But More Afraid To Lose. Clinging To A Past That Doesn't Let Me Chose.

It's A Big Challenge For Me To Keep My Integrity And Some Of My Privacy Intact.

I'm So Tired, But I Can't Sleep. Standing On The Edge Of Something Much Too Deep.