I Am Kind Of Like A Diesel.

I Was, Without Exaggeration, A Delinquent Teenager.

For 20 Years I've Had The Privilege Of Representing Canada Around The Globe... First On The Bike And Then On My Blades. The Experiences Have Shaped Me Into Who I Am Today.

Sport That Consumed Me For Over Two Decades . . . Is Now Gone. Now It's Just Me. No Pressure, No Expectations, No Need To Be Fast, Good, Strong Or To Even Improve. Yet I Can't Let Go Of This Idea That I Always Need To Be More Than I Am. And It Is Eating Me Alive.

The Only Reason I've Shared My Story Is To Take That Tiny Baby Step Of Breaking Down The Stigma Attached To Depression.

That's What Is Most Satisfying, Is Having Overcome That Pain. Pain That Is So Intense That When You Finish, It Feels Like You're Going To Die. That's What I Wanted, And That's What I Got.