Everyone Got Kind Of Crazy With Me

I'm Always Doing Something. I Never Shut My Brain Off.

Yeah, But Before Anything, I Think In 6 Years Somehow I've Grown Up To Have A Beautiful Home, 2 Beautiful Stepchildren, A Beautiful Husband, My Family Is Healthy And Happy. I'm Financially Ok And I Do What I Love For A Living. That's What I Think, And I Think God, How Did I Get So Lucky.

I Always Felt Caged, Closed In, Like I Was Punching At Things That Weren't There. I Always Had Too Much Energy For The Room I Was In.

I Just Stay Healthy All Year Round. I Try To Feel Good In My Skin. For Me, I Have Trained In Ballet My Whole Life So My Body Really Feels Best When I Feel Strong And Tight And Toned, And I Think That Comes From Years And Years Of Constant Training As A Ballerina. Leading Up To The Show, Getting Out There In Your Underwear, You Just Want To Feel Your Best Mainly In Your Head Than More Anything Else. Obviously You Want To Feel Good Physically Too, So It's More Just In Your Head, Pushing Yourself, Approaching This Challenge And Taking The Opportunity To Push Yourself A Little Further.

I Never Save Things And I Never Take Pictures. I Wanna Live In The Moment. I Don't Wanna Be Focusing On The Past.