Even As Far Back As When I

I Want To Sit On My Couch And Drink And Not Change My Pants For Days At A Time.

I'm Not Ready To Own A Place Yet. I Have The Money, But I Don't Have The Maturity.

How Do I Let The Director Know How Obsessed I Am And Willing To Do Anything For The Movie? Like, I Wanted To Write This One Director A Letter, So I Wrote Him A Handwritten Note. But Then I Was Like, 'how Many People Are Writing This Guy Handwritten Letters? Is It Going To Seem Cheesy? What Do I Do?'

I'm Always Just Very Nervous. I Never Feel Like, 'i've Got This'. I'm Always Very Nervous And Aware Of How Quickly People Can Hate You And That Scares Me. I Never Feel Like I'm On Top Of It Or I Know What I'm Doing... So, No. I Never Get A Big Head, I Just Get More And More Anxious.

Sometimes I Feel Like A Vampire