Don't Waste Your Crazy!

I Don't Think What I Look Like Is Relevant.

I Might Sound Crazy About This But, Years Ago, My Mom Told Me: "we Almost Died When You Were Born. Both Of Us." I Was A Caesarean Baby, And The Doctor Who Delivered Me Later Told Me, "i Opened Your Mother Up, And You Were Right There. It Freaked Me Out Because Everything Was Broken And Out-there." I've Thought About It A Lot - Could This Have Something To Do With The Fact That I'm Only Happy When I'm At Home And Alone? Maybe I Was Just Freaking Out For Two Weeks Before I Was Born, Feeling Really Insecure.

I Like The Idea Of The Idler Wheel - It Just Sits In Between Things, But It Makes Such A Big Difference In The Way That The Machine Is Working. That Concept Has Always Been Something That Has Interested Me, But I Didn't Really Know Why.

I Never Thought I'd Be In A Position Where People Would Be Talking About My Sexuality And Saying How Good I Look In Underwear.

The Worst Pain In The World Is Shame.